Current Wardrobe: Long white t-shirt, white cotton bikini panties

It is 5:30 am on Thursday morning, and I am listening to some live guitar music on her unplugged 2-cd set by Lauryn Hill at the moment… so beautiful… peaceful… drinking some california zinfandel in an over-priced wine glass. Sometimes I drink wine just so I can use the glass, lol. I like times like this in the morning, usually it is quiet, I just sit back… enjoy the relaxation. Thinking about nothing except mellow music, the sound of guitar strings, her raw voice, the way she sings - is almost like she is singing naked, bare, exposed… as if she is letting herself out for the world to judge.

I am sitting on the floor, against the bed, typing this on my laptop, with eyes closed… so happy I can type with my eyes closed, cause this music is soooo peaceful and I feel like I could just faint! I would kill to be able to hear music like this live.

There’s this place called the Bamboo Room here in Florida that I hang out at sometimes. They have live folk, blues, and jazz singers and musicians… and this upcoming weekend, they are having amateur night. I hope to go and hear some new talent! I love hanging out there on Thursday nights especially, listening to female singers playing guitar, meeting new people at the bar… or just sitting down on the sofas just to relax. Usually though, a lot of male musicians with bass electric guitars (and acoustic), saxophones, and sometimes even congo drums.

I’m kinda shy though in public. I usually wait for someone else to approach me first. I guess on the phone, it’s sort of a nice outlet, where I can play the “assertive upfront girl” but as soon as I log off from work, I turn into miss vulnerable woman who is afraid of spiders, and afraid to drive over bridges at night.

OMG - did I just admit to not being perfect? uh oh… where’d everyone go? LOL

In about an hour or so, I am going to go jogging to the coffee shop and grab a bagel - then come running back. Pretty typical morning, very peaceful today. Something about listening to music like this, while drinking a five dollar bottle of wine tends to give me a very calming peace of mind.

It is nice to start a journal to relay my thoughts for the day, thanks for being interested in my ramblings!
Love,
Isabella