Dear Ms Isabella

i thought i would finally write something as i have found myself over the past several weeks reading your blog with increasing frequency, tbh if i had been born a Woman you are the type of Woman i would have strived to become, as i find Your intellect, interests and drive as well as Your natural Beauty really very motivating, and for You to share Your interests and thoughts with everybody out here in the World and Universe well i just wanted to say thank You for that.

And after finishing listening to your blog just moments ago, Like you i have never studied it professional but i enjoy reading and learning about it and it amazes me that there is someone out there let alone someone of the opposite sex (No offence intended when i say that, i have just never met or been able to find a member of the female sex, and acutually never a member of the male sex either who’s thought’s even delve into the chasm of the infinate possibilites of Quantum Physics) who has almost the same mental thought process as me, even to the point of dwelling on quantum particle theories and the fascinating that we as being can evolve into energy of somekind.

I agree with aspects of what You say i am of the view that Blackholes are universal crossover points but while i am open to the idea that matter is compressed into energy and released into one of the crossovers, its my thought that the centre of a black hole really is nothingness, no time, no space, but a compression of energy that which grows with the more space and other matter absorbed by the hole. But at the tiny point of convergence there is a chance to enter or exit that universe, however i think inorder to cross over you have to be able to control time itself. Because as You said without time there is no space ( i think i remember You saying that anyway, if not thats what i will say.
I wont bore You anymore with my thoughts of energy evolution and Black Holes although i am not one who believes in any real religion beyond that of the Universe itself, but i love the idea that Jesus if he did exist was really a superior being in the sense that he was an evolved human from thousands of years of previous generations of human beings that had evolved. To the point that the things he was apparently able to do would have been plausable by the evolution of the human mind including evolving into energy.

Its lovely to know that there are one or two people my own age who do find this among other interllectual subjects fascinating beyond those in the realm of what we believe we see in our everyday lives. And hopefully i am not the only one out there who sometimes has problems sleeping at night because of thoughts like these going round and round in my head.

Anyway the Girls Next Door/Girls of the Playboy Mansion are just coming on TV so i must go, i think Bridget dresses Wednesday up as a bunny in this one lol
Again allow me to say thank You for your wonderful blog You and what You have been able to achieve for Yourself is a constant inspiration and i wish You all the luck in the world with Angel, as i have read her blog also and really hope that the two of You are able to find each other successfully.
Sincerly

Kay

P.S. Coining the phrase i have noticed You like to say “It Blows my Mind” that if we lived for Several Billion years that at some point during that time all our body particles for a tiny fraction of a second would all be displaced at the same time that we could actually pass though solid matter, and if thats the case whats to say that our particles couldn’t pass through existence itself if the effect was prolonged, which i guess is the more probable and obvious answer to the possibility of the Blackhole Cross over theory.

P.P.S. Allow me to apologise for any spelling mistakes or errors in what i have just written and hopefully the passage is actually readable, my apologises if not, but at the moment i don’t really have the time to re-read what i am saying. ^^

P.P.P.S. Love the Lipstick/Gloss Shade You wore in the Video, compliments your complexion beautifully

“I love the way You think”

Its so cliche, I’m sure all your readers think it but I would give my left nostril (and I really love my left nostril) to be the lucky slave who will one-day work for you and film your videos.

Haha, I got so caught up I forgot to actually tell you what I thought of what you think.

First of all, omg your explanation of physics and energy and such was like … Amazingly cool. And although I am still a Christian, I liked your theories about focusing your energies and taking responsibility for the good (and the bad) things that happen in your life.

Although I still believe strongly that there is a God and He does have the ability to control the universe, I also believe that we have infinite potential to control our own destiny so what you were saying about magic made perfect sense to me as well.

As for your brother, thank you for sharing that with us. I cannot imagine how it must hurt to be unable to just repair the damage or how it felt to have people say such things as, “Oh, its not God’s will for him to be healed.” … Its just so negative … I’m so sorry for that. *hugs to you*

The part where you said, “I agree with aspects of what You say i am of the view that Blackholes are universal crossover points but while i am open to the idea that matter is compressed into energy and released into one of the crossovers, its my thought that the centre of a black hole really is nothingness, no time, no space, but a compression of energy that which grows with the more space and other matter absorbed by the hole. But at the tiny point of convergence there is a chance to enter or exit that universe, however i think inorder to cross over you have to be able to control time itself. Because as You said without time there is no space.”

I think that is a very common viewpoint with a lot of people and I can see that as a definite probability. My question is this. If the center of the black hole is nothingness (no time, no space), then how would it have the possibility to exit? If there’s no space, there’s no room for travel which defies the chance to exit, right? It really is an interesting thought and makes one wonder.

Also thanks for your comments about my brother and lipstick
Nice to meet you, and I hope to see more comments from you - I like someone who can think outside the status quo!

You love everything about Me, George. I could murder someone and somehow you’d be able to justify it and say, “Well Goddesses deserve to get rid of who They don’t like.”

I just love that everything I do is *right* in your eyes. It’s kind of funny to be honest.

Their left nostril? That’s not cliche in the least, I’ve never even heard that expression. Left leg, right arm, heard that though
Thanks for your comments I welcome thoughts and opinions from all religious backgrounds and affiliations.

Perhaps you can describe further though, why you believe God is a man. Assuming the Bible is out of the picture (play pretend with me), are there any personal feelings you’ve had that sort of confirm the thought that if God existed, the entity would be masculine?

When I grew up, I believed God was a man too (mostly cause life sucked and I believed only a man could screw up everything that much, but that’s just me). Now I don’t necessarily believe God is a man or a woman and really don’t know if there is a God, but I do believe there is some sort of energy force out there we can’t explain because in quantum physics, there’s the mirror process (that’s a different science lesson) that involves one universe looking into the mirror of another universe and there is a theory that states there must be an Observer for that to happen.

*That* is a good question.

Honestly, I’m kind of undecided on exactly what I believe about God. I grew up in a Christian home and all and my mother always thought of God as a man so naturally I did too.

When I left home, though … I started thinking about things for myself and for a long time felt that God could be anything God wanted to be. I particularly loved Dogma; the scenes where God was a middle aged bald guy who loved skeeball and then became a hot, playful young woman (Alanis Morrisette) at the end.

About a year ago I kind of found myself dangling and lost and turned to the Mormon church. *THEY* believe that there is a God and that he has a wife … (Or wives, depending on who you ask.) … And while that makes sense on a fundamental level, I’m still not sure how I feel about it.

It just seems to me, that if there were a divine female entity, I would personally be drawn more to her than to him. And if he’s a jealous God and will have none other worshipped … Well, do you see where that gets me? lol

Another thought … I seldom express my sincere affection for you because I don’t like the idea of being thought of as “just another reader who has a crush on Isabella” … Whether I am or not. lol

Yes Goddess, I see that You are the truth.

Thank You for Your reply Ms Isabella,

i don’t think i commented on Your Brother but i did mean to, and i was/am very sorry to hear of his condition, i wont pretend to know what its like having someone let alone a family member in that position, however as meaningless as it may sound from some random person emailing You online for the first time, my sincerest thoughts and best wishes go out to You, Your Family and Your Brother.

i won’t bombard You with loads of what if scenario’s however, the question You have asked me is the same one i would like to ask You…

First i will attempt to retort Your query as best i can as this has been going around in my head all day so i may contradict myself which i usually do, but anyway Perhaps blackholes aren’t meant to be passed through if theres no time and no space, which would mean that even with the possibilities of folding space with worm holes and the ever theoretical hyperspace travel they still could not be passed through which could in itself add more weight to the possibility that there is more than one reality. However that being said then would possibly disprove the idea You mentioned in Your blog of Yours and everybody elses own body particles displacing from this dimension of existance which sounds like an extension of the string theory. (Apologises if i am wrong on this it has been several months since i have reviewed any Quatum material.

Either that or totally the opposite and that being that the only way we can enter these other realms is through energy form, but if thats the case and we can’t pass through black holes (Under the theory that they themselves have become tears of nothingness in space and time) then how else can we? which i think is the question You just asked me
Theres always the very distint and probable possibility that Black holes are essentially worm holes of folded space which is a very cool concept as i can’t say i have ever seen a side-on view of a blackhole.

So are You theorising that a black hole leads to another level of existence as opposed to dimension, as i just read what Ashiyane said about believing in God and how he has the ability to control the Universe, if this was the case he/ she/ it would live outside time/ space and existance, so From what You said in Your blog are You theorising that as energy You could move to this higher/ lower/ sideways plain of existence or non existence or would You still exist in this plain of existence/ universe just as a form of energy.

After all that i don’t think i answered Your question ^^

kay

P.S. So maybe we can’t exit this universe, maybe thats the point, there really is nothingness off of the existence that we currently have, which is a very depressing thought really.

P.P.S Maybe there is time in a black hole and maybe while it slows down to the point of almost stopping in the middle maybe that middle bit can be skipped through the displacment of particles themselves or particles into energy which i think goes back to Your original theory mentioned. ^^ And if energy is being pulled in there must be time and space otherwise the blackhole wouldn’t be able to maintain itself unless it was using dark matter to maintain itself which could essentially be from another part of space or existence.

P.P.P.S. Oh Lordy, i have never written out the thoughts in my head it such a list format before and with such bad grammar, Although these few paragraphs probably show mildy why i sometimes have trouble sleeping.

P.P.P.P.S. Sorry i did end up bombarding You with contradictory theories. :-s which didn’t even answer Your question

Dear Ms Isabella

i have spent the past few hours reviewing several papers about Black Holes and there really are some compelling arguments which i was unaware of, I had never read Steven Hawking’s work before not to that extent and his theory You mention in Your video blog is quite compelling and backs up another theory presented back in 2003 about the whole Big Bang which is thought to have started our whole universe billions of years ago through a inverted black hole explosion or white hole as several people mentioned, which could mean that either we are in an alternative universe OR A previous universe was destroyed and sucked into a black hole only to be spat out and form our universe, with the same thing eventually happening again. (which without trying to sound too geeky would be very cool)

Here’s an article from 2005 tracking a star moving at 1.5 million mph towards a blackhole…
http://www.wired.com/science/space/news/2005/02/66542
Along with the Milky Way itself revolving a black hole. Which could definately support that theory.

Although Krauss kind of disputes this but i couldn’t find his full theory so here’s a cut and paste quote from an online article i found about it…

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Krauss’s answer: Hawking’s riddle is a trick question. Due to the relative nature of time under Einstein’s general theory, time should stop at the event horizon. Anything that approaches, therefore, should come to a halt before it falls into the black hole, effectively preventing the black hole from forming in the first place.

What we think are black holes, says Krauss in a paper co-authored with colleagues at Case Western Reserve, could be misidentified remnants of stars possessing a tremendous — but not infinite — amount of gravity.
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I’m still not convinced by the idea of many alternate universe’s each one with a me that has made the opposite/different decisions to what i have in this universe. Atleast not all these universe’s being in existance at the same time anyway.

However i would love being alive or being able to see a black hole actually destroy a universe only to form another.
sincerely & humbly

kay

p.s. when i first wrote to You in Your blog i wanted to come across as someone confident and almost on the level in terms of normal people talk, but can’t help but worship You, i originally stumbled on Your blog several weeks ago after i borrowed an mp3 player from a friend and it had Your Mindless Zombie among one or two others on it. i listened to it many times and have since been hooked Your voice is like that of an angel. i haven’t had a crush or the feeling like i have been in love for years and yet now i can’t help but feel that way about You and its extremely strange, i know its not love but after i wrote that first message to You i had those kind of butterflies that appear in your stomach kind of when You call or leave a message with some you like for the first time and Your eagerly awaiting them to phone You back. And thats why i was so worried that i may have said something wrong or offensive etc